Thursday, June 23, 2011
Thursday, April 21, 2011
AIDS Walk New York
AIDS Walk New York / Keep a Child Alive
Sunday May 15
8:30 am sign-in
9:15 am Ceramony
10:00 am Walk begin
With a donation of your choice i will award you with a keep a child alive wristband to show your support.
Sunday May 15
8:30 am sign-in
9:15 am Ceramony
10:00 am Walk begin
With a donation of your choice i will award you with a keep a child alive wristband to show your support.
Friday, April 8, 2011
Gods Gift
Ewe...I let out a scream as i see you gods gift to this ecosystem and i pray i don't have to bash your pretty little head in with this awesome tool too big for my dainty little hands of mine but mighty enough to crack you furry little head open...OK I take in air to build this courage i feel inside, but only to hesitate at what i am about to partake in, I don't want to take a life of gods creation but, i am taunted and left to feel belittled daily by your arrogance and annoyance.
My complaints have gone on swollen ears of nag and has now gone on deaf ears, so I lift the metal and wooden tool to shoulder height ...then i realize reality that's not going to work, again i must muster up the courage again, this time mighty force i go....
oh god...I cant believe I just did this!
Why....I think I'm going to throw up, oh god I see blood and lots of it, when will this creature please stop moving and die, oh god I hate this place, I'm so ready to leave right now why is this happening to me lord, I can't breath...OK take control of yourself, go and get something to get up the blood and this lifeless creation.
Newspaper >check
Clorox Clean-up >check
Plastic Gloves >check
Gently I approach, gagging and calling out to god to help me understand what i just did and now i have to clean up this mess, remove the body and spray Clorox i though how ironic i pass out due to the fumes of this poison that can kill me, i thought KARMA is A BITCH and Then U DIE.
I can't deal with this i ask go forgiveness
God... I'm so sorry i had to do this, is there another way?
God... No answer
My complaints have gone on swollen ears of nag and has now gone on deaf ears, so I lift the metal and wooden tool to shoulder height ...then i realize reality that's not going to work, again i must muster up the courage again, this time mighty force i go....
oh god...I cant believe I just did this!
Why....I think I'm going to throw up, oh god I see blood and lots of it, when will this creature please stop moving and die, oh god I hate this place, I'm so ready to leave right now why is this happening to me lord, I can't breath...OK take control of yourself, go and get something to get up the blood and this lifeless creation.
Newspaper >check
Clorox Clean-up >check
Plastic Gloves >check
Gently I approach, gagging and calling out to god to help me understand what i just did and now i have to clean up this mess, remove the body and spray Clorox i though how ironic i pass out due to the fumes of this poison that can kill me, i thought KARMA is A BITCH and Then U DIE.
I can't deal with this i ask go forgiveness
God... I'm so sorry i had to do this, is there another way?
God... No answer
wideawake
- Let me enjoy the awesomeness of silence upon this night of many I find myself deaf and delightfully wide awake.
- The faint sound vibrates through the air and through my body as in the past this was the remedy of release and peace.
- The warmth of your limbs across my limbs allows a abatement to take place.
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
ok what had happen was?
random thoughts this is my first blog
Ok i have been a Customer Service Rep for way too long 15yrs and counting and recently found a new job 3yrs ago which i simply hated with everything i can think of ...but hey its a paycheck, right! well they decided to let me go from the job, yeah i know... Booo they suck bigtime, the untold reason was i "abandon the job " wow i didnt know calling out sick consistues adandonment, its all good cause i was complaining everyday how i hated the job and how the people was so dam ghetto, blah blah blah. now i'm sure i could sue there asses off, but i don't have the energy for that right now.
Well my new job now is unemployed housewife, well this wasn't a title i wanted, nor aspired to be in my lifetime, but i offen wondered what housewives do all dam day, now i know, they clean, cook and shop all dam day, its the worst job ever...people i am bored out my mind, having to depend on a man to give me money and half ass do repairs on the house is so aggravating i, think about sleeping all day and eating all night i don't want to fall in the that category of the fat housewife with no life ...god know i don't want that, i did finish college even though my A.A.S = GED these days but, it something.
Sorry my PHD is in the mail.....
Ok i digress, well sound like a classic story, but im not your typical housewife, i dont want to cook , clean, or take of a husband who is just as independant as i am >>what am i going to do?
Ok i have been a Customer Service Rep for way too long 15yrs and counting and recently found a new job 3yrs ago which i simply hated with everything i can think of ...but hey its a paycheck, right! well they decided to let me go from the job, yeah i know... Booo they suck bigtime, the untold reason was i "abandon the job " wow i didnt know calling out sick consistues adandonment, its all good cause i was complaining everyday how i hated the job and how the people was so dam ghetto, blah blah blah. now i'm sure i could sue there asses off, but i don't have the energy for that right now.
Well my new job now is unemployed housewife, well this wasn't a title i wanted, nor aspired to be in my lifetime, but i offen wondered what housewives do all dam day, now i know, they clean, cook and shop all dam day, its the worst job ever...people i am bored out my mind, having to depend on a man to give me money and half ass do repairs on the house is so aggravating i, think about sleeping all day and eating all night i don't want to fall in the that category of the fat housewife with no life ...god know i don't want that, i did finish college even though my A.A.S = GED these days but, it something.
Sorry my PHD is in the mail.....
Ok i digress, well sound like a classic story, but im not your typical housewife, i dont want to cook , clean, or take of a husband who is just as independant as i am >>what am i going to do?
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