Thursday, April 21, 2011

AIDS Walk New York

AIDS Walk New York / Keep a Child Alive
Sunday May 15
8:30 am sign-in
9:15 am Ceramony
10:00 am Walk begin
With a donation of your choice i will award you with a keep a child alive wristband to show your support.

Friday, April 8, 2011

Gods Gift

Ewe...I let out a scream as i see you gods gift to this ecosystem and i pray i don't have to bash your pretty little head in with this awesome tool too big for my dainty little hands of mine but mighty enough to crack you furry little head open...OK I take in air to build this courage i feel inside, but only to hesitate at what i am about to partake in, I don't want to take a life of gods creation but, i am taunted and left to feel belittled daily by your arrogance and annoyance. 

My complaints have gone on swollen ears of nag and has now gone on deaf ears, so I lift the metal and wooden tool to shoulder height ...then i realize reality that's not going to work, again i must muster up the courage again,  this time mighty force i go....

oh god...I cant believe I just did this!

Why....I think I'm going to throw up, oh god I see blood and lots of it, when will this creature please stop moving and die,  oh god I hate this place, I'm so ready to leave right now why is this happening to me lord, I can't breath...OK take control of yourself, go and get something to get up the blood and this lifeless creation.

Newspaper >check
Clorox Clean-up >check
Plastic Gloves >check

Gently I approach, gagging and calling out to god to help me understand what i just did and now i have to clean up this mess, remove the body and spray Clorox i though how ironic i pass out due to the fumes of this poison that can kill me, i thought KARMA is A BITCH and Then U DIE.

I can't deal with this i ask go forgiveness
God... I'm so sorry i had to do this, is there another way?
God... No answer

wideawake

  • Let me enjoy the awesomeness of silence upon this night of many I find myself deaf and delightfully wide awake.
  • The faint sound vibrates through the air and through my body as in the past this was the remedy of release and peace.
  • The warmth of your limbs across my limbs allows a abatement to take place.